Christmas Prayer

Every night when I go to sleep
I lie down on my bed
And I listen to your song
Letting your sweet voice
Fill the empty spaces of my heart

As tears roll down my face
I try to convince myself I don’t miss you
I try to forget the look in your eyes
I want to erase the warmth of your skin
But I just can’t forget all that

It is already December
But the days are still cold and grey
At this moment, I just wish
I could have you again in my arms
I wish you would change your mind

If only you could see
You are everything I need
And I could be everything for you
We could build a life together
And live happily ever after

But the night is still here
And you don’t come my way
I cry myself to sleep
Listening to your song and
Dreaming of maybe one day, one day…

Tell Me

When the moments are so tender
And your voice is everything I hear
When our bodies are entwined
And your breath is the air I need
How can I tell my heart to let it go?

When your touch is so special
And your eyes blow me away
When your kiss is my addiction
And your arms are my protection
How can I tell my heart to forget you?

Tell me how not to like you more
Tell me how I cannot miss you
How can I not want you in my arms?
Tell me, what should I tell my heart?
Just tell me this...

Why?

Why do we have to say goodbye?
Why do you have to walk away?
And leave me here by myself
Begging so much for you to stay

Why do I have to carry
This pain in my heart?
Why does my love story
Never have a happy end?

Why do you have to move on?
So quickly, so easy and
Why does my lonely soul
Still crave for your light?

Why do I keep asking
All these questions?
Knowing you don't care
You don't want me anymore

Why does it always
Have to be this way?
Locked again on my own
Hurt again in my heart

Reasons

Sometimes it's hard to explain
Why I like you so much
If I stop to think about it
I try, but I can't find
One single reason whatsoever

But to like you
I don't even need to think
And it's not in mind or logic
I'll find all the reasons
Why I like you so much

Only when I listen fearlessly
To a soft and silent voice
Telling me I am all yours
It's when I finally realise
The reason comes from the heart

And if I don't quit the fight
And write these twisted verses
Only to let you know
Everything that I feel inside
It's because I really love you so much

(Now it seems to be so late, a bit too late perhaps...)

Without You

I am living the hours
But they don't pass by
I miss you so much
But you don't call me

I search in the room
The bedroom and on the TV
I wish so much to see you
But where are you?

Wandering alone
Thinking of you
I look for your face
In the faces of others

I search for you
I want to find you
I can no longer stay
One second without you

One More Chance

Long grey days without you
Many lonely nights in the cold
I spend my time just waiting
For the moment I'll see you again
Touch your so gentle hands
And feel you in my arms again
Making all my dreams come true
God, I wish so intensely that
These moments would last forever
Forever in your heart and soul
Oh, tell me you want this too
You wish to be with me at once
Here I am begging of you
To give me one more chance
To show you my heart is true

Don’t

I don’t want to be your past
I don’t want to be just a memory
Of so many days bygones
I don’t want to be a message
Forgotten on a piece of paper

I don’t want to be someone
You just met on the corner
I don’t want you to forget me
I want to be real in your life
To be part of your destiny

Don’t let this pass by
Don’t let these moments go
Don’t let my feelings fade away
Don’t let my heart beat alone
Don’t make me cry another night

One Wish

I wish to write poetry
From my body into yours
I wish to ask you a chance
To be all mine once again

I wish to ask your soul
To let me take it to infinite skies
I wish to ask you just once more
For your kisses to be just mine

Oh, kill me cruel and vile destiny
If I can no longer live with you
Rip my soul out of this flesh

Release me of these anxieties
If I can't write my verses
On this body I wish so much

In Aeternum

I want to bleed poetry
And watch the verses
Flow out of my veins
Into the void spaces
Of my existence

I want to die in your soul
And while I close my eyes
Long for your thoughts
To be of my own
When I am gone

I want to hear my words
Linger inside your heart
Lasting forever in the sounds
Coming from your voice
And live eternally in you

Notes

Notes in blank pages
Lost wandering thoughts
Passages of a life never lived
Written in dreams and illusions
And a wish, just a single desire
To read a story here

(Darkness, I meet you again)

Tales of romance and love
Heart deep stories of heroes and queens
Everything belongs to the books

Everything begins with a bliss
Nothing seems to have an end
Dreams are not real though...